It has been a week since last friday. And I'm still looking for a sense of direction. I have meet peoples, asked questions to help me get a clearer pictures in my mind. Everything seems to be obvious, it's all up to me now. How I'm going to organize myself? How much time i required to pick it up and made it to a piece...

Seemingly, traveling everyday to work is a good option to me, except that i have to wake up early. This give me a little personal time, to fix myself before work. Despite of the once a while traffic, and when there is time that i can't stand the silent, out loud the radio be, just as a tool to break the emptiness, and nothing but that. I was wondering that may be i can make that 30 min period a little bit more "beneficial".

The journey, that often distract my attention, there were dead animals along the road side. I can actually imagine those scene, the crushed and painful expression. May them rest in peace. And, I may actually be one of the killer someday, i crossed my finger for that not to happen.

Days passed. Twilight. A movie that i came across while watching You tube, filled my thursday night. A love story, triggered me to look for the novel itself. Apparently, I was dissapointed. The imagination that the book offered is much more less than i expected. And i cannot afford to finish it after few chapters. The sense of excitement while watching, which i now figured out, not the storyline, but the person who cast it. A bit pathetic actually. Well, there goes the novel, but i was awaiting for the New Moon. I think i will just left the book aside, though it's already on the shelf for quite a period. Movie is fair enough for me.

To trigger my sense of imagination, and excitement in my body and mind... To free myself from "Not-so-ha-tic" work load... I'm working hard on that, hopefully i can find a remedy that suit me, so that i won't be loafing looking for formula next time when i need it... Sometimes we have the answers in our hands, yet will still wondering, it's that all? Asking for more.

So, here comes my saturday...

万法唯心造。祝福大家。阿弥陀佛。