Sunday, September 12, 2010

My prayer (1990)

by Paulo Coelho

Lord, protect our doubts, because Doubt is a way of praying. It is Doubt that makes us grow because it forces us to look fearlessly at the many answers that exist to one question. And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect our decisions, because making Decisions is a way of praying. Give us the courage, after our doubts, to be able to choose between one road and another. May our YES always be a YES, and NO always be a NO. Once we have chosen our road, may we never look back nor allow our soul to be eaten away by remorse. And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect our actions, because Action is way of praying. May our daily bread be the result of the very best that we carry within us. May we, through work and Action, share a little of the love we receive. And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect our dreams, because to Dream is a way of praying. Make sure that, regardless of our age or our circumstances, we are capable of keeping alight in our heart the sacred flame of hope and perseverance. And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, give us enthusiasm, because Enthusiasm is way of praying. It is what binds us to the Heavens and to Earth, to grown-ups, and to children; it is what tells us that our desires are important and deserve our best efforts. It is Enthusiasm that reaffirms to us that everything is possible, as long as we are totally committed to what we are doing. And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect us, because Life is the only way we have of making manifest Your miracle. May the earth continue to transform seeds into wheat, may we continue to transmute wheat into bread. And this is only possible if we have Love; therefore, do not leave us in solitude. Always give us Your company, and the company of men and women who have doubts, who act and dream and feel enthusiasm, and who live each day as if it were totally dedicated to Your glory.

Amen.

I’ve been trying very hard to love myself more. I’ve been trying very hard to appreciate myself more. I just can’t get the point that why I hate myself that much? Up to the point that I didn’t get a sense of self-worthiness. Am I pushing myself too much? Am I over reacting? God, I wish that I get out of this issue.

Please, learn to love yourself. Accept the way you are. PLEASE, accept the way you are. Please do not let the outer circumstances to affect your self esteem. Love yourself, coz you are unique. Though you may not have a pretty face, nice body, good brain; overall you are a nice person. So, why pushing yourself over things that you couldn’t change? Over things that are not essential in pursuing happiness? Please, realize this fact, and get over it.

So, now, what is your problem after all? Why you get so moody? Honestly, I don’t know. I really don’t know. What am I missing? Enjoy life, pursue happiness coz life is just too precious to be wasted on things that we don’t like.

So, WHAT is my problem? I just don’t know.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

想到处走走;到一个我不认识,也没有人认识我的地方去。。。
在那里我的名字叫做——路人甲。

一个人漫无目的的行走在街头上,
似个过客,穿梭与人流之中,却不留痕迹。
似个陌生人,看着人群熙熙攘攘。人们脸上的表情,细说着他们的故事。
没有人介意我的存在,也不需要有什么保留;欢笑、悲伤、无奈,就让它随行所欲的挂在脸上吧!

不需太多的言语表情,也不需刻意给我写什么反应。
就这样子吧!想个过客,淡淡的感觉。
想说话的时候就说吧!不想说话就让大自然的声音来填补那空寂。

想到处走走;到一个我不认识,也没有人认识我的地方去。。。
在那里我的名字叫做——路人甲。

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

期待一个人的旅行。